Photos I should've posted...

Chloe's sleeping positions..=)





That cheeky look...

I'm exhausted!

Taking care of a baby is really digging my brains out!! Especially when I have to do it alone. I sometimes think I'm doing so well on my own coz I still manage to have my meals and shower and do some house chores!! Well I guess I can't take all the credit, baby Chloe has her part. She's sometimes a good girl and sometimes not. Can't let her start to cry or over tire her or she'll wail like nobody's business. Times like these I wish my mom was around or I feel I'll go insane and just wanna throw her on the bed and forget about her crying (what a bad mother I am!!) But of coz she's my flesh and blood and I won't do that but sometimes it just takes its toll and does my head in! I sometimes think if I have any bit of post natal depression but to think deeper, I don't have emotional rollercoasters going on so I guess I'm still sane.

Thank God for my parents who asked me to go back to KL and they can help me look after her. At the same time I can go for some Pilates to help with getting back into shape! My weight and size is so so depressing! That's something I'd cry more about! Wonder when can I lose all the weight that I've gained.. Lost 12 kgs but still not enough.. there's another 12 more to go!! Things women go through just for a child!!!

Inducing...

Ok today's the day.. well technically it's tomorrow but going in for the gel hoping to trigger the labor today! 4 hours in the hospital and what am I gonna do??? Boring.. well hopefully I won't have to be there that long after being monitored and all.. and of coz hopefully I won't need to break my waters tomorrow at the hospital. God give me strength!!!

Tonight's the night?

Well it's gonna be 2010, many thought she'd be here on Xmas but all was wrong. Now everyone thinks it might be 1st of Jan 2010 to usher in the new year but I think everyone's going to be wrong as well. So we've already booked for an induction. Gel will be inserted on Monday at 3pm and then hopefully something happens and I will go in to deliver on Tuesday. Crossing my fingers that no forceps or vacuum will be used at all!

Still waiting...

Went for another check up yesterday and found that baby Chloe's now more in the anterior position which is very good coz I've been asking her to turn. Anterior - her back facing my tummy which is the ideal position to deliver!. So I am only waiting for regular contractions or any shows. But look slike she's not keen on coming out during Christmas! Hope I won't need to be induced! Cross my fingerss

Waiting..

Waiting for my lil Chloe to appear! She seems to be having too much fun in my tummy. There's 6 more days to her EDD but I'm wishing she'll come earlier than expected. Sleep has been hard I wanna be able to sleep on my back again.. All the weight has been making my thighs and hips sore. Am now talking to her everyday, telling her to come by christmas at least! It'll be even better if my gynae tells me tomorrow that I'm dilated! Pretty tiring carrying so much weight now. So please Chloe please!! Come out earlier!!

MIA-ed from my blog and here's why...

Ok what's new? Moved into my new place but unfortunately got broken into just after a week and lost all my precious and most expensive stuff!!! Damn those thieves! I hope they'll get punished for what they've done. I believe in karma. My mom says I can't swear or curse these people coz I have a baby =P well all the superstitions. Somehow I feel it is someone we know..Anyway because of these idiots we had to spend more money on security in and around the house! That's like another $10k!!! I could've done better things with that extra $10k! Like go for a holiday sigh...

Sab and Amy got hitched recently. Enjoyed the hens nights and weddings. Yeah in my final trimester but still out and about LOL. Tummy's getting bigger and body's getting heavier now. Put on a whole 20kgs!! It's getting harder to sleep now coz the weight makes my thighs ache. However I am still moving around like a normal person. Still walking like a lady not like those pregnant ladies you see on TV or others that you bump on the road that walks with one hand on their back, terkangkang and the other hand on the tummy! In fact I was even dancing at Amy & Andrew's Wedding LOL. Though I miss the amount of alcohol I could've shared during the wedding=P

Now I'm just wondering when am I gonna pop. I still don't feel any pain just getting swollen feet now..especially my right one... haven't had any problems with water retention 8.5 months ago..If you ask if I'm nervous or excited? I'd say not really I guess when the day comes it'll come. But of coz I'd wanna see my lil Chloe ASAP but hopefully she'll wait till my parents are here LOL so I get some TLC not to mention good food! Mom and dad will be here next week! Only wish they could stay like a couple of months but too bad that's like waiting for money to grow on trees=P